Gods story and me

 Hey reading worm .I hope you are at best  and if not just know that it’s still okay to not be at your best. I have been having so many topics dropped by God and I was so excited and literally wanted to realise 3 blog posts in a day.Haha that’s how excited I was .Well this one stood out for me ”deconstructing yourself from shame”.How many of us go through the worst and end up labelling ourselves for our situations more than what God says we are.  We often pick the worst sides of ourselves more than the best and we are often condemned to live under our shame .Yet , the truth is that we are bigger than that. Not everyone tells you this but I remember having a conversation with a friend about an awuful experience and how I felt so away from God .She literally shared a scripture that changed my whole life.I never looked back .I felt so free and alive .I could imagine if I choose to keep my feelings to myself I was probably gonna condemn myself.So also it’s important to have a...

Hello to you my faithful reader .Im so appreciative of your consistency and how you get excited everytime I post on this blog.I just wanna acknowledge you .Not many take the time you took to just come in here and read.I admire you so much for choosing this blog as your escape. Well on the other side of today’s topic. I actually woke up with such a heavy heart and that’s because I think a lot.Not to say I’m stressed .Yet in most cases I’m always in my head. It’s a bouns on most days because I’m self aware .Yet , it’s traumatic how I can identify every single thing happening and why it’s happening like that.Not to sound like a prophet but what I’m basically trying to say is that I’m well able to trace back every emotion and yes it can be helpful. The sad part of it is that it can be traumatic .Imagine being traumatised by your own thoughts.Very ,very questionable ? One of the major causes of my post anxiety was actually living up to people’s expectations.I barely had the desire to meet m...

 Hey there ,I’m actually sitting in bed feeling so sick today yet this thought dropped in my spirit. I think this happens to the most of us in a nutshell. Whereby you start thinking throughly about your life when you sick and you just sit there and think ”I’m so sorry God for taking life for granted.” Well if that happens to you too . Then guess what ? Im feeling exactly like that today. I’m actually not really evaluating the complicated side of life but my behaviour in general.I tend to always some how come up with solutions most of the time .Yet I abuse that power and in most cases I barely give others a chance to actually teach me or correct me.I actually had a call to change with my mom this one time . Were she told me how this attitude is gonna make me sink in all spaces I present myself too.Basically Mom was saying im self sabotaging myself.Like the girl who knows it all .I jumped and defended myself… ”There you go she said ,this is enough evidence girl.” I was so disappointe...

 Hey , there…I’m definitely trusting and believing that you are at your best.Well ,well I wanted to drag this introduction but I figured what if I forget my words ? Im generally laughing at myself for having such a thought yet let me just get to the business of this post.My life lessons as a 23 year old are quite a lot for someone who’s just only been in her twenty’s for just 4 years.Firstly I have learnt to have Jesus Christ as my firm foundation in everything I do.I trusted a lot of people especially older ones for my life journey yet it didn’t really help .Wild to say this but yes I respect elderly advice but I learnt that having a relationship with God will never lead you astray.Not to say I was lead astray yet humans can give advice based on emotions and moods.Some can give advice based on what they wish they accomplished yet God remains the same.His beautiful gift for us is the Holy Spirit.He helps us even on days when we can’t express ourselves and well this lesson I learnt ...